Male, 47
Sunday, 24 November 2019

I've ruined my life by gambling. Lost my partner. Spent every time and am close to evicted. Am years behind on taxes and am unable to find employment. Am grossly overweight and spend most of my time trying to figure out how I can end my life without it looking like a suicide so as not to break the hearts of people I used to be very close to. If I died in my sleep, it would just be the fat guy cashed out. Sad, but there wouldn't be the "what if" for them. I really am at the lowest point o