Julia, you are the first woman that I have feelings for; yet don't expect anything in return. I don't want to turn a relationship out of you, taking away your time and energy while there are so much going on in your life at the moment. You have a dream to chase, a future to build. I am very proud of you and truly believe you will get there one day. For now, I will focus on my own future and put my love life aside. Please remember my words: you have the most beautiful smile I have ever laid eyes on and no matter how hard life can get, please never let it take that smile away from you. I love you, Julia.