Female, 18

I feel so sad and lonely. I have no genuine friends at school and I can't stand the people I have to sit with during the day. My relationship with my family right now isn't good either. I fell out with my mum and i feel hurt by her not loving me the way she loves my sibling. I was never her favourite and it's only when she needs my help she loves me. I don't even know why my parents even wanted me in the first place. God help me. I feel so alone and empty.