Female, 19
Thursday, 16 July 2020

I can relate to this whole thing like where fantasies come from cuz I remember how some boys tried to see up my dress when we were playing in the yard and that kinda got stuck in my head. Knowing that they were doing that made me feel all quivery inside and I used to think about it alot. I think that lead to me wearing short dresses and showing lots of leg later. It gave me a feeling of power, knowing I had that kind of effect on guys. Not so much now because now I know better. It sends the wrong signal and it's not safe, meaning men can be a lot meaner than boys. Still, there are private moments when I return to the memories of those feelings, there are lots of them, and I was kind of a bada*s showoff at times.