I hit on other girls for fun to run away that fact that I have fallen in love with a wonderful girl. It didn't take long for me to get a couple "candidates" on board then the guilt hit me so I told all of them that I am madly in love with somebody, couldn't take her off my mind and apologized to all. They all dropped me at once with their reactions ranging from mild to outright insults. I don't mind that, I deserve it. She is the only one I want to be with.