Female, 16

when I was 10 I was brought outside to the front garden during a function and was molested by a family friend who had 2 kids at the time. It's not like I was r*ped or it happened again and because of that, my experience feels really invalid and I feel selfish for hurting when other people have had far worse experiences. I'm always at a loss on what to do and I want to hurt myself all of the time thinking about it, even though it never escalated. I can't even bring myself to tell others because it just makes me feel like I'm trying to snag attention.