Male, 20
Friday, 10 April 2020

I think I’m starting to relapse back into my eating disorder. I don’t want to say it’s back, I keep telling myself I’m in control and that when I throw up or skip a meal “it’s just this once”. I don’t want to fully admit that it’s back because then I’ve failed after so much work on recovery and that means I’ve lost control. Nobody would understand and I’m a guy so I don’t want people to look down on me for something like this.