Female, 16

Sometimes i just want to take a knife and gouge her eyes out,cut her tongue out,peel out her skin like a banana..,tie her up in kite string..break her fingers..pull out her nails,teeth..pour boiling water and pull out her hairs and then burn her face in the kitchen stove and then hide her almost dead body inside our water tank so that every f*c*in people that did wrong to me can taste my revenge. But then the police will get involved and I'll probably get arrested so i gave up on that idea. But sometimes i just feel like. Whatif i do it.? I'd get rid of the person i hate the most...