Male, 15

I am 15 and for the past 4 to 5 years I've fantasized about being raped or f*c*ed by an older woman (18-30) and I have jerked off and came to some teachers while in cla*s. One time I was doing a computerized test (by my self)and the teacher was reading a book but the chair showed her a*s and her pants were down so I could see it. I just wish that the teacher would've got up s*cked me lol.