At least once a week I wish I could go back to my junior year of highschool and handle a particularly nasty breakup better. I think about her all the time and I know how her relationship after ours ended, she was cheated on again by a guy who had cheated several times before. If I had handled things better perhaps I would be with her now. I hate that I think this way because it will be my three year anniversary with my current girlfriend and I love her but for some reason I can't stop thinking about her and how I could have done things better. Instead I firmly secured myself as the bad guy in her life story and will likely never speak to her again.