Female, 15
Monday, 13 April 2020

When i was around 11 i asked my younger cousin to touch my pubic area with the intend for her hand to gradually go lower i pulled my pants down for her to only be able to see the pubic area she only touched it with her finger for 1 second and proceeded to quickly move her finger away and then awkwardly laughed it off because it was hairy. that was it i didn’t tell her to go any further (I’m so glad i didn’t) now 5 years later this memory popped into my head again along with this overwhelming feeling of guilt. I’ve matured a lot since then, i know my morals i wouldn’t dream of doing anything like that ever again. I know what i did was wrong, should i feel bad about it? I think about it everyday