Honestly although I'd like potential partners to be nice to me, a side of me will never trust people if they are too nice. My ex was just that. Sometimes i wish there can be a balance of it, like getting kicked down and later feeling loved again. Yeah but too insecure to try a casual fwb... Kind of messed up because what I described sounds like borderline toxic shit, but that's why I'd wait and find someone who I trust I guess? One that can both mess me up but then love me back right after the whole thing. Of course, i don't mean physical abuse, just bedroom stuff. Insecurity a b*tc*.
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