i'm in love with my younger guy friend. I have a boyfriend that is crazy about me. He is that kind of boyfriend who does all the right things and tries to help. But he and i have history. My love for "Jim" has nothing to do with me not loving my bf. Im older than my friend. When he tried to tell me he loved me, I got worried I was misreading things and didnt want to mess up our friendship. I remember the first time I saw him, 7 years ago when he was 18. I had a different boyfriend then, but always wanted "jim". Some days I dont think of him as much as others, but most days I do. I think we would work well together, because we really are friends. Im not giving up hope on he and I. Literally no one has any idea. Cherry Bloom.