Female, 21
Wednesday, 25 March 2020

My boyfriend has started to dress like an old man. When we first met his style wasn't that great either but, as he met more people his style improved and I started thinking he was kinda hot. From them we started dating and it has been a good bit of years now but, now he has changed his look completely out of nowhere. I have told him before that it is kind of a turn off for me since when I look at him he reminds me of a grandfather even if it is just for a moment and it puts me out of the mood. I still love him a lot but, I find myself fantasizing about other men/women now instead of him and that is the only way I can get aroused now. I don't want to leave him and I refuse to cheat so I mas*ur*ate a lot to fulfill my s*xual desires. Like I said though, I often fantasize about other men and while I know it's not technically cheating I still feel really guilty about getting off to the thought of other people f*c*ing me.