I’ve been messaging a 30 something year old guy for a few weeks now. I’ve noticed all the red flags that he’s grooming me and I know he just wants me for s*x, but I don’t care. I’m going to meet up with him soon. I’ve been kind of flirty with him. When we meet up, I plan on leading him on but rejecting any advances in hopes that he takes what he wants anyway. I want him to rape me. I don’t care if he takes me back to his house and keeps me there away from my family or kills me. I just want to be used like the cheap whore I am.