I’ve had a crush on this guy at my college since freshman year we’re juniors now and I’ve been in an on off relationship since senior year of high school (we’re doing really good now working everything out and it’s perfect) but last night I invited the guy I had a crush on over and we had s*x and it was the worst s*x of my life. I feel guilty about it only because it was bad!!! He couldn’t even find my it. We went two rounds each lasting no longer than 5 minutes. I went to have s*x with my long term on and off boyfriend this morning to get my fix in..